Lost.

I've been feeling this way for quite a while now but over the last week, it's heightened massively. I think it's due to the fact that my first year at uni has finished, there's no "exam-stress" so I'm just questioning everything that has happened over the past 9 months and all that Summer 2017 will bring. Did I do the best I could during my first year? What do I do with my life now? Will I get as much out of this summer as possible? These are only a few of the many many questions that have been swirling round my head.

What do I do with my life now?

• Definitely need to find a job! It'd be something to occupy my mind/time with and earning a bit of money will always be a bonus, but it's just I don't know what kinda jobs I want to be applying for. I definitely want something full time as I prefer set routines every day.

• I'm planning future blog posts - uploads will be more frequent from now on. It's just hard as some days I'm full of ideas and other days I look at all my planned posts and I'm not happy with them so have to start again from scratch. And obviously starting from scratch again and again is just hard.

Will I get as much out of this summer as possible?

• Honestly, I don't know! I'd like to say I will but I'm just not sure. I've started driving lessons which are going well, I mean I'm not the best yet but it's still early days so I've got time to improve. And I'll be meeting up with mates fairly often which'll be great.

• I'm going to a few different places this summer, with family, on holiday. They're only going to be short breaks but I'm really excited for them and I'll be doing some blog posts about my holidays!

This is such a short blog post this week but it was just a little insight into what's been concerning me lately.

Many thanks,

Brontee